Summer is nearly over, and this year it was a busy summer - but we have some weeks to go. Time to go on in our series of stories i found through the years somewhere or were recommended by the ones i get known in second life. This time i have a fragment of a story from one of the girls i care for. Orginally it is a cast story, which is not my interest, but it has some interesting additions to it. Not all of that are my kinks, but it was still interesting to read. If we find more of this story i will publish it here.
Princess Jessica (fragment)
As Dr Collins wheeled Jessica up the ramp into the ambulance he didn’t
notice her classmates staring and laughing at her and as he secured her
wheelchair into the floor of the ambulance and strapped her in he
excitedly told her that he had another surprise for her.
Jessica was pleased to be in the ambulance and away from her classmates,
she was sick of them staring at her and so embarrassed about her
appearance. She was sat in a soiled diaper with her legs strapped with
leather cuffs to the wheelchair so wide apart which made the diaper and
its awful writing more prominent. Her mouth was aching from the
orthodontic headgear and she found that she was constantly drooling from
the amount of metal in her mouth and her inability to use her tongue,
without the use of her arms and hands she was unable to clean herself up
so she had to just let it continue running down her chin and neck.
As Dr Collins told her he had another surprise for her Jessica hoped
that it would be the news that she could stay at his private home as he
had previously discussed. She could no longer tolerate the hospital ward
where everyone stared at her, the other patients on the Orthopaedic ward
only had small casts on their arms or legs and would generally go home
after one day but she had no idea how long she would be confined to the
ward. She was fed up of being completely dependent on Dr Collins, she
was hoping to try and learn to get around somehow with her short leg
cast and leg brace, she thought she may be able to hobble somehow.
She was relieved as Dr Collins cleaned her mouth up with a tissue and
gave her some juice through her toddler’s tippee cup straw. He told her
that he would shortly be administering another sedative so that she
would be able to relax for the evening and would feel no pain from her
Halo brace and shoulders, he could see her face was slightly swollen
from the Halo brace and headgear and he just wanted her to be able to
relax and enjoy her Graduation party.
As he administered the sedative Jessica panicked as she although she
felt alert and awake in her mind it caused her to have no control over
her bodily functions and she felt pretty much paralyzed. She didn’t even
know if she needed her diaper changed or not. As the ambulance stopped
Jessica prayed that when the doors opened it would be Dr Collins’s house
that she saw. Unfortunately the house she saw was Britney’s and she
realised with horror that this was the graduation party that Britney was
holding.
I also have another surprise for you Jessica Dr Collins said, I’m sure
your embarrassed about having your doctor here so as Britney kindly
suggested, she will be looking after you tonight, I will be right
outside in the ambulance so don’t panic but I have heard that Britney is
a wonderful volunteer at the hospital and I’m sure that she will take
excellent care of you.
Jessica wished the ground would open up as Britney slowly wheeled her
into the party, she knew that Britney planned to humiliate her and
unable to feel any thing from the neck down she wished the party was
over already. Britney placed Jessica in the middle of her garden and
proceeded to put a bib over Jessica’s plaster cast body jacket. In front
of everyone she announced ‘we don’t want you drooling all over your cast
do we’! Jessica could see everyone looking at her with fascination and
knew she was drooling again. Unfortunately she had also soiled herself
and her heart sank when she saw Britney placing a large waterproof sheet
on the patio. I need someone to help me lift Jessica she asked, as two
members of the Lacrosse team stepped forward she told them to lift
Jessica out of her chair and lie her down on the floor.
As she was carried through the party she knew it could not get and worse
and felt and mixture of tears and drool running down her chin. Once she
was on her back she looked down and saw Britney remove the large diaper
from her body and actually choke when she saw its contents, she saw the
disgust on her classmates faces as Britney cleaned Jessica up and one by
one the crown dispersed leaving her on her own with Britney.
You’re like a baby Jess, you know that don’t you. Your pathetic, lying
here in your own mess, you can’t do anything for yourself. Lucky you
have got me here to help you. As she laughed she placed a new diaper on
Jessica’s limp body only this time she fastened it up around her cast
rather than tucking it into the inside. Jessica could see the large,
bulky, padded bulge between her legs and realised that it didn’t get
easier, every time she was placed into a diaper she felt humiliated and
the feeling would not go away. After being placed into her wheelchair
she was pleased that none of her classmates seemed to bother with her,
they didn’t want to associate with her anymore and for once Jessica was
actually pleased about it, Britney occasionally came up to wipe up her
drool or make a point of checking her diaper but she was pretty much
left alone just watching her former friends enjoy themselves without her.
She was relieved when one of the cheerleaders came up to her and
collected the tippee cup from the tray below her wheelchair and offered
to go and refill it for her. Jessica moved her eyes in agreement and two
min’s later the girl placed the straw in between the metal that held her
mouth clamped shut and as Jessica sipped the juice she realised with
horror that the girl had replaced her juice with straight vodka. Unable
to stop drinking it she felt as if her head was spinning and unable to
move her body she felt as though she were being shaken back and forth.
Unable to fight it she felt her eyes close.
When Jessica came round she prayed that the Graduation and after party
had been a nightmare, unfortunately they were not only a reality but she
was still at the party although it was coming to a close and the sun had
set, she looked out the corner of her eye and saw that her classmates
had decorated her cast with tinsel and feather boas and stuck magnets to
her orthodontic headgear leaving her lips open, they had also wound
fairy lights around her halo brace. She felt like a Christmas tree. She
willed the night to be over and as Britney came to wheel her off she
could hear everyone laughing at her.
Britney quickly removed the magnets and lights she laughed at Jessica
and reminded her that she would see her at the hospital the next day.
Jessica only felt safe when she saw Dr Collins waiting by the ambulance,
still feeling the affects of the vodka she fell into a deep sleep.
Waking up the next morning Jessica was pleased to see the curtains
around her bed closed and Dr Collins sat beside her.
Morning princess he said as he stroked her head, I have some news for
you he told her whilst he changed her diaper. The tests we did when you
fell two days ago have come back and I am afraid its bad news.
When you fell you chipped a bone in your at the base of your spine that
leads to a slight fracture all the way up to your neck and also in your
hips. Whilst it is only a small crack we can’t risk it getting bigger
and failing to heal. To heal it successfully we are going to have to
place you into another double hip spica cast. Please don’t be too upset
baby he said as tears ran down Jessica’s face, I have some good news
too, I think the best idea is to replace your halo cast with a Risser
cast like the one you had previously. I believe that although casting
takes longer to heal you won’t have the scars that surgery will give
you. I predict that you will be in your cast for at least six months and
we will continue to keep you in diapers for that time although we will
be able to remove part of your orthodontic head gear in due course.
Once you are out of your casts you will be fitted with custom braces to
assist you and I predict that after a period of time in a wheelchair we
maybe able to get you walking with crutches although I’m sorry Jess but
I don’t think you will ever be fully mobile. Your body has gone through
major trauma and although we can repair the damage your body can’t undo
the changes you have gone through.
Please don’t be sad baby, I promise you that I will always be here to
look after you although it will now be some time till I can take you
home but I will keep my promise, I will look after you he told her
determinedly.
Jessica’s spirits sank, she felt as though her life was over, although
she was pleased that the Halo brace was being removed she could not
believe that she face another six months of being diapered and tube fed.
She decided that as soon as her orthodontic head gear was removed she
would demand that she be released into the care of Dr Collins. She was
secretly pleased that Dr Collins would continue to take care of her
though, he made her feel so special.
Before I can place you into your new cast he told her you must undergo a
period of traction Dr Collins told her, this means you will be stretched
into the correct position for casting to ensure your bones will heal
correctly. We will remove your cast this morning although you will be
put under sedation as it will hurt you because your current injuries
have not yet healed.
Jessica didn’t even know how to begin to take in this information and
just looked at Dr Collins in the hope he would now how to make her feel
better. As he stroked her head and wiped the drool off her chin she
wished she could take their ‘relationship’ further however being
completing dependent on him meant she was unable to communicate her
desires to him. Dr Collins told her that he had to go and prepare the
casting room for her and that Britney would be along soon to change her
diaper and just like that Jessica felt her spirits deflate.
As Britney arrived she placed Jessica legs into the slings above her bed
and once again removed her diaper and before she changed her into
another one she left her hanging whilst she disappeared before returning
with Dr Collins.
Jessica was lying their completely debilitated whilst Britney told Dr
Collins that she had previously placed Jessica in a diaper designed for
highly incontinent patients but she did not feel it was enough as
Jessica’s IV administered diet of various medication and food was
passing straight through Jessica meaning frequent diaper changes.
Jessica could see Dr Collins nodding in agreement and they both walked
off. Britney then returned with a diaper that was even bigger than the
previous one. I think you may benefit from these diapers she said, they
are used on our more obese patients but perfect for babies like you she
laughed as she placed the huge, thick, heavily padded diaper under
Jessica, It was so large it came past Jessica’s waist. Securing it in
place, Jessica saw that it was so big that her legs would not even close
when they were removed from her sling and stuck out at right angles that
were so far apart the ends hung off the bed. She was now past being
embarrassed by Britney and simply accepted that she would now be reliant
on diapers and being changed for the coming months, maybe even years.
Before leaving, Britney wiped up the drool on Jessica’s chin and neck
and taped a thick substantial pad under Jessica’s chin to absorb the
drool. There you go, she said, no more dribble for baby.
Jessica waited for Dr Collins to return wondering what it would feel
like to be out of the casts in fixed into traction. Would it hurt she
wondered? She was looking forward to being out of the casts for a few
days and hoped that she would not be completely sedated.
As Dr Collins returned to administer Jessica’s medication she felt
herself dirty her new diaper yet again and tears ran down her face as
she was wheeled through the hospital down the casting room ready to be
placed into traction.
As her eyes closed she was sure she heard Dr Collins say I love you to her.
Three hours later…………………………………
Jessica opened her eyes and felt nothing, she looked from side to side
and could see her arms and legs but felt nothing. She panicked then
relaxed as she saw Dr Collins by her side. Its ok Jess he said, you’re
under sedation, you will mostly sleep through the next few days whilst
your body is manipulated into the necessary position. As he looked at
Jessica he couldn’t help feel turned on by her, there was a strap under
her neck pulling her head back and her legs were pulled firmly apart and
held in slings that were attached to the framework on the bed. Her halo
cast had been removed and replaced with a hard plastic neck brace and
her arms were laid out at each side of her being held in place with
slings, straps and braces. He had insisted that the curtain around her
bed be kept closed whilst she was in traction. He could not cover her
tiny body with sheets due to the ropes and pulleys pulling her in all
directions so had placed a small sheet over her chest to protect her
modesty and of course her large bulky diaper covered the bottom portion
of her body, he felt slightly ashamed that it turned him on so much.
Leaning over to give Jessica a kiss he promised he would do his best to
remove her braces when he placed her into her new body cast, he was now
certain that she did not remember how she had come to be in this
position and that she believed she had been in a traffic accident. He
could not wait to take her home to look after her, he was in the process
of having ramps installed at his home and the necessary modifications
made so that he was equipped to oversee Jessica’s long term
rehabilitation and medical care.
Jessica looked longingly at Dr Collins as he left her cubicle, she was
pleased the curtains were shut and realised that the Halo brace must
have been removed as she was now lying flat on her back, she could see
her legs were held wide apart, much wider than before and for once felt
glad of the enormous diaper that protected her modesty. She drifted off
to sleep and didn’t notice as Britney came in to change her diaper.
The next few days passed quickly as Jessica slept most of the time, she
was aware of Dr Collins administering medication and having him or
Britney change her diaper but she was so out of it she didn’t even feel
herself soiling or wetting herself. She continued to feel drool on her
face as a result of her orthodontic head gear but Britney replaced the
padding around her chin often so it was quickly absorbed. She realised
with a shock that she had started to get used to being treated like a
baby and no longer felt humiliated by her situation with Dr Collins, she
still loathed Britney degrading her at every given moment but was too
sedated to care.
Three days later Dr Collins informed Jessica that it was now time for
her to be placed into her new cast, he advised her that her legs would
be held a great deal wider apart this time but not much else would
change, he would keep her in a reclined position so that she could still
use a wheelchair for him to take her out and that she would also be able
to sleep easier. She would still need a neck brace or Risser cast and
the orthodontic headgear but he would look to reduce the size of the
headgear in a few weeks once she had got used to her new cast which
would essentially be her home for the next six months although she would
be re-casted every six weeks or so as her muscles would start to shrink.
He saw the look of disappointment on her face when he told her that she
would continue to wear diapers for at least six months. She would also
continue to be fed via her IV line nasally. He was pleased to see her
face brighten up when he said he still intended for her to come and live
with him as soon as possible.
As he wheeled her down to the casting room he told that he would be
anesthetizing her as he had before as the size of the casts required a
lot of manipulation. He held her hand and kissed her as she went to
sleep. He knew she would wake up to a plaster prison that would encase
her delicate body for at least six months.
Once she was laid onto the casting table he continued to use the
traction system to keep her in position. He decided her would once again
start from the feet up. After wrapping her in stockinet and cast padding
he dipped plaster bandages into water and proceeded to cast both of her
legs keeping them both straight, after this he cast her hips, pelvis and
waist, he was careful to keep her legs as wide apart as the traction had
kept them and he kept her in a reclined position as promised, he wanted
to be able to take her out as much as she could to make her situation
bearable. With her legs spread wide apart he placed a four foot spreader
bar just above her ankles to stabilize the cast.
Wrapping her tiny waist in plaster he continued up to her armpits and
then as before placed her in a double should spica again making her
thumbs sticking out. He placed spreader bars to keep the cast stable and
again kept her shoulders out with her arms bending at a right angle. He
then placed stockinet and a thick layer of cast padding around her neck
and halfway up her beautiful face. Casting from her shoulders he kept
her face nice and straight on but her neck was tilted quite high, it was
imperative her spine was kept straight and rigid. He continued to cast
above her chin and stopped below her lip, he then sloped the cast off to
each side of her head and he kept the cast high at the back of her head.
He knew how dependent she would be on him with this cast and he felt bad
even though it was turning him on, he loved to care for her.
With the cast finished he took a step back and admired his work, it was
literally a full body cast. The Orthodontist was on his way to work out
a solution that would keep the headgear in place as it was no longer
attached to her Halo brace. Upon his arrival Dr Collins saw his reaction
to Jessica, he could not believe what a state she was in. He also felt a
bit turned on, he had a look at Jessica’s heavily braced and wired mouth
and suggested it be kept the same for the time being although the metal
rod that ran along the inside of her mouth and protruded from each side
no longer had the Halo brace to be affixed to, he suggested it be
connected to a metal plate that would run sideways across her forehead
held with a strap behind her head. This would see a thin metal rod each
side running down the side of her face but would not affect Jessica’s
line of sight yet keep her teeth pulled in the right direction. He
advised Dr Collins that such long periods of casting often meant
disposition of the teeth as they were not accounted for when casting.
Dr Collins felt this was quite a severe move yet he was also a little
bit turned on by this and did not want Jessica’s teeth to suffer. He
knew she would be heartbroken by this as it meant she would still no
longer be able to communicate with him. He waited for the Orthodontist
to finish affixing the metal place to Jessica’s forehead and was shown
how to tighten the strap, it was to be kept as tight as possible to work
against the cast that would naturally push her teeth inwards. The small
hole within her wires and braces was left so that she could continue
using a straw. Dr Collins replaced her nasal tube so that she could
continue to be fed and before placing her under the heat lamps he put
her in a new diaper, because of the sheer size of the new cast the
previous diapers which were large themselves now seemed small. He
fastened it up at her sides tightly as it had a tendency to slip down
against the smooth plaster.
Reconnecting her IV line he administered some pain killers and upped her
level of ‘food’ that was fed to her, with her enclosed in the plaster
for the next six months at least it was important for her to keep her
strength up as her body would start to waste away. He turned on the heat
lamps and decided to return to her in a few hours when the cast would be
dry as he knew Jessica would not be awake a few hours anyway.
Returning to the ward he asked the nurses to switch Jessica’s usual bed
for a circo electric bed which would ensure Jessica was kept moving
throughout her time in the cast. It was important that she was turned
regularly to prevent her getting bedsores. He also saw Britney who was
volunteering again and he stopped to thank her for all her hard work
with Jessica, he advised her of Jessica’s new cast and asked her to
continue to visit Jessica whilst she was volunteering, Britney said she
was happy to continue and even offered to take Jessica out one day, a
group of her friends were going to the Mall the next day and if he
didn’t mind they would be happy to take her out for a few hours. Dr
Collins thought this was an excellent idea. He would arrange for the
ambulance to meet Britney at the mall at one pm and the ambulance would
bring Jessica back to the hospital after two hours. He was pleased with
himself at arranging the trip for Jessica, he knew should would love it.
He stopped by his office to email Jessica’s father about her condition,
although he knew the man would not care he wanted to keep him updated.
He then hurried to the drying room to be with Jessica for when she woke
up, he was determined to make sure she was ok.
As he opened the door to the casting room he was again amazed at the
sheer size of her cast, he decided to affix another soft pad on top of
the cast which came up just below her lip as she was already starting to
drool onto herself. As he sat back and held her hand Jessica opened her
eyes.
Dr Collins was immensely proud of Jessica as when she opened her eyes
for the first time she did not cry or panic, it was as though she had
now accepted her new life. The old Jessica would have cried and thrown a
tantrum, the new Jessica just looked relieved to see him.
As she opened her eyes Jessica remembered what had happened and the
reason why she could not move, she had come to feel safe in her plaster
prison. Whilst she still loathed the large, bulky, hospital issue diaper
and orthodontic headgear she felt comfort at seeing Dr Collins’ smiling
face as she woke up, she really wanted to be able to talk to him. As he
went to fetch a mirror for her to see her new casts she hesitated, this
was to be her body, her life for the next six months and possibly
longer. She reminded herself that as long as she had Dr Collins she
would be ok, he really was her prince.
Looking at herself she was still shocked, she had been placed in a
double hip spica before but this one held her legs apart even wider,
they were at least four foot apart and also highlighted her diaper. She
wished there was someway she could go to the toilet, she hated diapering
no matter who was doing it. The cast continued up her body again
encasing both or her arms in a double spica cast which were held with
spreader bars at such awkward angles that she could not even use her
hands anyway. The cast continued up past her neck holding her chin up
high and stopped just below her lip, there was a pad taped across her
chin as the head gear she was imprisoned in. She was dismayed to see the
headgear had grown and there was now an awful metal plate across her
forehead held in place with a tight leather strap. There were two thin
metal poles that came down the sides to attach to the ends of the rod
that came out of her mouth, either way it was still better than the halo
brace. She was relieved when Dr Collins bought a straw up to her mouth
and gave her some juice.
I’m afraid its time to go back to the ward Jess he told he, I also need
to strap you into your wheelchair for the journey he said, taking out
the straps he fastened her legs to the retractable sections that held
her double hip spica and also placed a strap around the top of her chest
to keep her safe. As he wheeled her through the hospital Jessica felt
her heart sank, she hated being out in public where people stared at her
drooling and her diaper. To make things worse she now had a face full of
metal. She saw children pointing at her diaper asking why their mothers
why she was a big baby, her arms and legs were held at such awkward
angles that she attracted even more attention. It didn’t help that Dr
Collins wheeled her around so slowly, he had also kept her hair in a
ponytail on top of her head so there was no hiding from the awful metal
headgear that was attached to her face, she could feel her mouth
swelling as I result of this and wondered if she could really face the
next six months like this. She was not prepared for the sight that
greeted her as she reached her ward.
Her previous bed had been removed and at the end of the ward in full
scrutiny of everyone was an enormous bed that must have been at least
three times the size of her previous bed was connected to all sorts of
straps and rails. Even more embarrassing was the fact that due to its
size it had no curtain around it and she would literally be on display
at all times. Dr Collins explained what whilst she was in the cast she
must use this bed which would turn her at intervals to ensure her body
did not get bed sores. Jessica was so upset that tears streamed down her
cheeks, she felt like she was in a museum. It took four orderlies to
left her up and place her into the contraption, the reclining position
that she had been cast in meant that pillows had to be placed in the
right position to keep her comfortable, it did occur to her that once
she was strapped in the diaper would not be on show but no, as Britney
had kindly pointed out (loudly) Jessica was highly incontinent and the
thick straps were placed elsewhere to ensure she was firmly strapped
into the bed.
The was a thick strap across her forehead which at least covered the
metal head gear, a thick strap across her chin, then more straps across
her torso and in various positions over her casted legs. She felt
trussed up like a turkey on thanksgiving only she had nothing to be
thankful. Dr Collins told her she would remain in this position in the
day and would be turned over at night, there was a section of bed that
would be wheeled under her torso at nighttimes so she would feel that
she was lying down rather than being suspended. Jessica really though it
could not get worse.
Trapped in the awful bed and with her whole body cast Jessica had no
choice but to look at the rest of the ward, her neck was held so high
she had to simply look at the ward and try and avert her gaze with shame
when her diaper was changed at regular intervals. Britney came to change
her that afternoon and as usual did her best to humiliate her but
Jessica’s heart sank when Britney announced she had permission from Dr
Collins to take her on a trip to the mall the next day. A group of us
are going she laughed as Jessica blushed a crimson colour. Your Dr is so
dreamy Jess, I think I’m going to ask him on a date. Jessica felt her
insides collapse, the one thing that kept her going was the thought that
she would one day be able to date Dr Collins but no, he would probably
wind up going out with Britney whilst they exchanged stories about
Jessica the cripple and her oversized diaper. With her diaper changed
and protruding over her cast as usual Jessica waited for Britney to
fetch a clean pad to place under her lip, the drool was starting to
affect her now, it was starting to chap her lips and create red sports
around her mouth, she panicked when she saw Britney return with a nurse
who also happened to be her mom. Hey look at Jessica’s mouth she said, I
think she needs some cream, it looks like she has shaving rash and they
both laughed. As her mom placed a thick pad that held Jessica’s lip up
she felt it absorb the drool that was constantly coming from her mouth,
Britney’s mom also applied a thick layer of cream around the top of
Jessica’s mouth and left a note for Dr Collins that he should apply the
cream to Jessica’s mouth five times a day as her orthodontic headgear
was coming into such close contact with her skin that she was at risk of
infection from the metal and drool combined. Jessica simply lowered her
eyes with shame as they both laughed, she felt her bowels open again and
her diaper soil as Britney laughed and scolded her for making a mess so
soon after she had been changed.
After they had left Jessica willed herself to go to sleep, she lay there
incarcerated in her cast unable to move an inch, she wondered where Dr
Collins was, he usually came to say goodnight to her, she imagined he
was probably on a date with Britney laughing at her. She felt the tears
roll down her face and stopping as they hit the thick layer of cream
that covered her mouth and then she fell asleep.
She felt herself waking throughout the night as the circo electric bed
changed position and also made a noise whilst doing so that woke up the
ward who voiced their dissatisfaction but shouting nasty comments at her.
The next morning she felt a little bit better as she was woken by Dr
Collins who changed the bag feeding her IV but unfortunately didn’t
change her diaper which had been left soiled since the night before, he
gave her a quick kiss on her cheek and reapplied a thick layer of cream
around her mouth, he replaced the pad under her bottom lip and asked for
the orderlies to help him place Jessica in her wheelchair, she shuddered
as she remembered that Britney was taking her to the Mall that
afternoon, Dr Collins advised her the time had changed from one pm to
ten am so that Jessica would have the whole day at the mall.
As she was wheeled outside she noticed that she would not be travelling
in an ambulance this time but a specially modified van with ramps and
all the equipment she needed, she was mortified, a month ago she would
have laughed at anyone in one of these vehicle and now she was
travelling in one. She wished the whole day was over and hoped that Dr
Collins would at least give her a sedative to make her more relaxed.
Unfortunately he didn’t and as they arrived at the Mall Jessica was
greeted by about twenty of her former classmates who once the van had
left, started laughing and trying to spin Jessica’s chair about. As
Britney wheeled her up the ramp Jessica realised that with her encased
legs held so far apart she would not actually fit through the door. The
situation got worse when Britney had to call security who told her that
there was a special disabled door around the other side of the mall.
As she was wheeled round she heard Britney tell her friends that she
would dump Jessica then they could shop and Jessica realised exactly
what they had in mind as they stopped outside a children’s crèche, “can
you look after my mentally retarded friend please” she asked the minder
who looked at Jessica with shock and informed Britney that there was not
much they could do but would be happy to keep an eye on her whilst they
shopped. Britney thanked the woman and was placed in a corner enduring
further humiliation as Britney placed Jessica in a waterproof bib and
took a few photos to post online no doubt. Jessica just closed her eyes
and waited for this horrible day to be over.
Jessica spent the afternoon miserably in the crèche watching the
children play and trying to ignore the patronizing looks their parents
gave her, people passed her and spoke to her as though she were a child,
she longed to break free from her plaster prison and shout that she had
feelings and that she had simply been in a accident. She had to merely
sit there with her head held high trying to ignore the fact that her
legs were held four feet apart with a gigantic diaper in the middle
which had now been soiled for about three hours and pretend that there
wasn’t drool running down her chin. She knew she looked dreadful though
and there was no changing that fact.
The time came for Britney to take Jessica back to the van and Jessica
suffered further humiliation when Britney’s friends used her casted arms
to hang their shopping bags on. She looked like a mannequin. As she was
wheeled into the back of the hospital van she finally felt safe again.
The next few weeks passed slowly, she continued to be fed via her nasal
IV line and have her diapers changed, she had now got used to her casts
and spent most of her time sleeping, she had also got used to the circo
electric bed and she started to feel safe when she was strapped in. She
was intrigued one day when Dr Collins rushed to her telling her he had
some news for her. Whispering in her ear he told her that he had seen
photos of Jessica online and was now aware of the mistreatment that she
had suffered at the hands of Britney. Having spoken to the hospital he
had made it clear that Jessica was not safe and they had contacted her
father who had agreed Jessica could go to stay at Dr Collins’ house.
Jessica was delighted and tears of joy ran down her face, she felt that
she could now start a proper relationship with Dr Collins and would
finally be free from Britney. She could not wait for her casts to be
removed. Thinking about this it was as if Dr Collins had read her mind
as he told her, “don’t worry about Britney, she will pay for what she
has done to you.” Jessica didn’t really give this much thought, she was
just pleased to finally be leaving the hospital and on the road to
recovery and a life.
Two days later Jessica was strapped into her modified wheelchair that
also held her IV line and was wheeled from the hospital van into Dr
Collins’ large home which was on a private gated estate high up in the
hills. She was so pleased at what she saw. His den looked over a large
swimming pool and he had even had a circo electric bed installed for
her, he had a large plasma television on the wall at her level so she
would be entertained all day whilst Dr Collins worked and although she
grimaced when she saw a bulk delivery of the diapers in the kitchen she
remained pleased that she was no longer in the hospital.
Later that night Dr Collins put some movies on the television for her
and told her that he had to go to work, he kissed Jessica on the cheek
and told her he loved her, Jessica beamed and he knew that she loved him
too. Jessica continued to beam as he went out the door.
Britney was out on her usual evening run with her iPod blasting into her
ears and she did not hear the car racing behind her, as she turned the
corner she saw Dr Collins behind the wheel with a disturbed look on his
face, the last thing she remembered was her body flying through the air
then her eyes closed. It would be a few days before she woke up.
Six days later Britney awoke, everything was dark and she could vaguely
make out the sound of voices around her and machines beeping, she could
tell she was lying flat on her back yet could not move. She felt like
she had the world’s worst hangover. Her mouth was held open with
something and her fingers and toes would not move.
She lay in the dark for a few minutes waiting for someone to tell her
where she was and tried to remember what had happened. She remembered
running and with a shock she recalled Dr Collins driving at her. Her
heart started racing is she remembered being hit by the vehicle and the
machines around her started beeping faster and louder however everything
sounded muffled.
She heard her name, “Britney, you are in the hospital the voice said,
you have been in an accident, please do not try to move” You are
currently being kept alive by a machine and cannot breathe and speak for
yourself. You are very lucky that you did not suffer a head injury, I’m
sure you will be relieved to know that despite your extensive injuries
your brain has not been damaged in anyway”
Britney wondered if this was all a bad dream, why couldn’t she see? She
had gathered that there was a tube running down her throat which
explained the machine beeping, it was keeping her alive. She wondered
what else was wrong with her, why couldn’t she move? She tried to listen
as the muffled voice explained her injuries to her.
You suffered a lot of internal and external damage Britney when you ran
into that vehicle. We have performed many surgery’s on your insides and
you will be pleased to hear there is no lasting damage, we have had to
use external fixation rods on your pelvis, limbs, jaw and nose and are
keeping you in full traction whilst the swelling goes down, it is likely
that you will be in a full body cast for at least twelve months. You
will also be classed as permanently disabled.
Britney heard the machines beeping faster as she struggled to believe
what was being said to her. She realised with dismay that she was in the
same condition as that Jessica. Only this felt worse.
As while as breaking many of your bones you have also sustained long
lasting damage to your ears and eyes, the gravel that perforated your
eyes and ears may affect your hearing and sight for the rest of your
life but we are taking things day by day at the moment. Your eyes have
been operated on and cleaned and are currently covered with bandages but
are due to be reviewed this afternoon. Your ears have also been operated
on and are currently being kept under bandages, we have filled them with
a malleable rubber mould to protect the eardrum and this is why you may
not be able to hear clearly.
You are being fed via an IV tube nasally and will be diapered for the
foreseeable future. I trust that you want to have some time to take this
in the voice told her, I will leave you alone in a minute, I just wanted
to introduce myself as your Dr. I’m Dr Collins and I will be overseeing
your long term medical care. He then shut the door and left Britney on
her own.
Britney thought to herself that this could not be happening, how? She
was practically a vegetable. Did her mom know about this? As she thought
about her situation she heard her mom’s voice. Hello my poor baby she
said, she heard her mums tears and knew she must look dreadful. She was
mortified as she felt her mom’s hands around her lower pelvis and
realised with dread that she was having her diaper changed.
With her world completely black and her whole body in traction she was
unable to move, she had to lie there whilst she heard her mom sobbing at
her daughter’s life changing condition.
A few hours later Britney felt her bed being moved by a team of people,
she felt a needle in her hand and drifted back off to sleep.
As Dr Collins peeled off the bandages that covered Britney’s eyes he
used some water to gently remove the hard plastic eye patches that
covered her eyes, he was determined to make her suffer after what she
had done to Jessica and was pleased with how things were working out.
Having the Ophthalmologist take a look at Britney’s eye he was happy
when it was suggested that there had been no change and that the eye
patches should remain on for at least two more days whilst the eyes were
cleaned and healed. Applying more eye drops which contained
antibitiotics and a cleaning agent he placed thick medical pads over her
eyes and taped the pads into place, he then affixed new plastic eye
patches over the eyes and proceeded to bandage her eyes. He laughed as
he did this, the girl was in one hell of a mess. He could not wait to
take her back to her room and get back to his princess, Jessica. This
evening would take her for a walk around his private estate and hoped
that she would say yes when he asked her a special question.
Jessica watched television contently, she at last felt safe. Although
she was still in her casts she felt more positive and happy that she may
have a future with Dr Collins after all. She knew she had a long time
left in her casts and braces but at least she could see an end in sight.
Dr Collins had told her she may never be fully mobile again but here in
his house she could see that he had made arrangements for her long term
care. She hoped that it would not be long before her orthodontic
headgear could be removed, she was getting fed up of drooling over
herself and having the cream applied to her mouth to stop her having a
reaction to the contraption that held her mouth. She was pleased when
she saw Dr Collins park his car outside and walk into the house with a
big bunch of flowers for her. After changing her diaper and refilling
the bag of ‘food’ connected to her IV he told her he was going to talk
her for a walk.
Whilst he walked her around the grounds of his house he told her that he
had really fallen for her and told her that he had a special question
for her. He had fallen in love with her and would like her to become his
wife. He knew she could not answer the question and told her to think
about his question until her orthodontic headgear was removed but he was
pleased to see her eyes brim with tears and her attempt to smile.
Jessica was elated and smiled at him as he strapped her into her circo
electric bed. He laid on the sofa and watched her drift off to sleep.
The next morning her changed her diaper and wheeled her in front of the
television and told her that he also had another surprise for her but
she would have to wait a day or so but promised her that she would love
it. Giving her a kiss on the cheek he left for work.
Arriving at the hospital he went to Britney’s room and assessed her, he
told her that the traction seemed to have done its job and that it was
time to cast her. He also told her that he did not intend on sedating
her for the process and she should think of Jessica each time she felt
in pain. He told her that he would describe what he was doing as he went
along. Her external fixation bars had been removed overnight by the
night surgeons although the bar around her jaw remained.
Britney lay there as Dr Collins wheeled her to what she presumed was the
casting room. Her mom had spoken to her and told her that she would
visit later and that she was a very brave girl. Britney wished the
nightmare would end. Her eyes were very sore and constantly watering
under the eye patches and she could not even rub them. She hoped that
she would be able to see again.
When they reached the casting room Dr Collins told Britney that he would
wrap each leg in stockinet and cast padding. Her legs would be casted
straight out and held in place with a five foot spreader bar at the
ankles. He told her that a three foot bar would have sufficed but she
was an extraordinary patient and he wanted to cast her as such. He bent
her feet at the ankles so she was in a standing position and using
plaster he casted right up to her thighs. He turned it into a double hip
spica and left room for an extra large diaper. He kept her in a sitting
position as it would be easier to keep her mobile. Casting around her
waist he went right up to her armpits and then casted her arms into a
double shoulder spica cast so that they were bent at the elbows with her
palms facing her chest, he used longer than necessary spreader bars to
keep her locked in this position and decided to place her in a halo cast
rather than a risser cast as the external fixation that held her jaw
could be attached to the cast. He told Britney that he would leave her
for two hours whilst the cast set then he would be back to fix her halo
cast.
Britney couldn’t believe it. She too would be in a halo cast like
Jessica. She was in so much pain it was like lightening bolts. She
assumed that someone must have given her an injection for the pain after
a while as she heard footsteps and as the cast set her into what felt
like a really awkward position, she felt it sealing her inside the
prison where she would remain for at least twelve months.
A few hours later Dr Collins returned and she heard him pushing a
trolley, he told her he was putting the chest piece of the halo onto her
cast and that it was lined with sheepskin, she could not feel anything
through the cast and hoped the rest of the process would be the same.
She then felt her long dark hair being combed and felt a little
vibration on the sides and back of her head. Dr Collins told her he was
shaving some sections of her hair that would be the entrance points for
the halo. She felt tears come out of her eyes and get absorbed by the
heavy white patches. Then the drilling started. She could hear the drill
although everything was still muffled but the vibration inside her head
was terrible. She felt bits of metal being attached and reattached and
then her cheeks and jaw being stretched and pull in different ways. Then
her head was stuck fast. It would not move an inch and although the tube
down her throat was quite large her mouth and lips no longer covered the
area around it as her cheeks and jaw were attached the metal framework
around her face, she could feel drool pouring out of each side, much
worse than she had ever seen Jessica drool. She felt her skin being
wiped and her mouth being stuffed with what was like cotton wool It
soaked up the drool but left her cheeks terrible swollen, she must have
looked like a hamster. She was actually pleased that she could not see
anything. She wished she had died in the accident. Her body cast had now
set and she was locked into her plaster that would remain on her body
for a whole year. Although the casts would be changed as her muscles
wasted away.
She was so confused and disorientated that she had forgotten about her
broken nose and only remembered as she felt her nostrils being packed
tight with cotton wool and a metal frame cast being put over her nose.
She could feel it running across her cheekbones and then being screwed
into the halo cast. She must look like the man in the iron mask she
thought. This was way worse than anything Jessica had been given and
immediately regretted terrorising the girl.
Your cast is finished Dr Collins told Britney, now I just have a few
more treatments for you. You will feel how tight your cast is around
your stomach and we need to clear you out so to speak. I am going to
give you what is called an enema which will empty your bowels. Now don’t
worry you are wearing a large diaper which you know about of course. I
will insert this into your bottom and for the next twelve hours your
bowels will violently empty. You will feel cramping but after twelve
hours you should be fine. I have recommended that this procedure take
place on the ward on a daily basis where the other nurses can keep an
eye on you. I will insert the enema now and then wheel you back to the
ward, now, people will stare at you but of course you can’t see them
anyway. Britney felt the diaper being ripped off as the enema was
inserted and immediately felt the cramps that Dr Collins had referred
to. She suffered further indignity when he announced that he would be
placing rubber undergarments over her diaper as there was danger she
might overflow. You see Britney he continued, I have instructed the
nurses not to change you, I want you to sit there in your own mess and
think about what you did to my Jess. You will pay for every bit of
humiliation you put that girl through and it starts here, your mommy has
been crying already about her poor baby and can’t believe it that you
are now a vegetable. Obviously I didn’t tell her that your brain is
fine, I simply amended the test results, she is now online looking for a
rehabilitation home for people with brain damage like yourself. You see
the thing is Britney, Jessica will get better, you won’t. He laughed as
he told her this and began to wheel her to the ward, the diaper already
felt full and wet between her legs, she hoped that it would not slip off
altogether. She was sort of pleased that she couldn’t see. She didn’t
see how this could get worse. It couldn’t could it? She tuned out as the
machine beeping in the background took over again reminding her that she
wasn’t even breathing by herself.
Dr Collins placed Britney into the ward and reminded staff that she was
not to be touched, before leaving he reminded her that he would be back
to continue her treatment the next day.
Britney sat strapped to her wheelchair and waited for the nightmare to
end, her bones and face were aching so much she felt like she was on
fire, the fact that she couldn’t see seemed to make the pain worse. She
knew that her diaper was full thanks to the enema she had been given
earlier and was thankful that her nose was broken so she could not smell
anything.
The hours passed and Britney was relieved when she felt her rubber
undergarment and diaper being removed. She actually relished the clean
diaper that she was placed in. Dr Collins had said that he would review
her eyes later that day and she hoped that it would be good news. She
knew that she was not brain damaged and she could not wait to have the
tube taken from her mouth so that she could communicate clearly with
everyone, she remembered the Dr saying she would remain in the casts for
around twelve months and hoped that the tube would be removed prior to
that, she expected that she would need orthodontic treatment as she had
broken her jaw which now felt the size of a watermelon. Her thoughts
were interrupted as she felt her wheelchair moving.
Dr Collins wheeled Britney towards his treatment room ready to give her
eyes an examination, he expected that they would be fine now they had
been cleaned but had wanted to torment Britney with the threat of
permanent blindness. He placed a long sheet that started at Britney’s
cheeks and covered her whole body, it was important that she
concentrated on her eyes and not see how she looked. As he unwrapped the
bandages he told Britney that she must keep her eyes shut until he told
her to open them. He removed the thick pads and the plastic eye patches
and gently cleaned each eye. He asked her to open her left eye.
As she opened her left eye Britney was delighted that she could see.
Although the sunlight was so bright it actually stung her eyes she
didn’t care as she could see. She could not wait to open the other eye.
As instructed to by Dr Collins she closed her left eye again and opened
her right eye, she could see!! She was elated, it was a bit of positive
news at last. She quickly shut her eyes as the sun was so bright and she
found herself squinting.
I’m afraid you will have to wear these special glasses for a few days
Britney whilst your eyes readjust to the light but I am pleased to tell
you that your will regain full sight. Now before I place the glasses on
you I need to show you your body. You will be shocked at the changes but
you have a long time to get used to them let me tell you.
As he removed the sheet Britney automatically tried to look down but
couldn’t as her Halo brace forbid her, she lowered her eyes and saw a
mass of metal and plaster. Her eyes widened in horror as a mirror was
placed in front her. Her body was held in a cast from her toes to her
head. Her face was covered in metal and she was held rigid in her halo
cast. She could hear, but every sound was muffled and she was being fed
by a tube through her nose. The machine that breathed for her beeped
faster as she tried to calm herself.
She looked at the massive diaper and rubber cover that she was sat in
and wished that she hadn’t laughed at Jessica, it was hell. She wanted
to make Dr Collins pay but there was no way. She had heard her mum
talking to a rehabilitation centre earlier on her cell phone and knew it
was only a matter of days maybe even hours until she was admitted for
the duration of her treatment. She had heard Dr Collins tell her mother
that she would need twelve months in her casts and the best she could
hope for would be a life of casts and wheelchairs. She thought bleakly
that College was out of the question.
Jessica sat in her wheelchair and was pleased when she saw Dr Collins
return home, he had a big bag of supplies with him and she hoped for
good news. Smiling he told her to close her eyes and that she would wake
up to a big surprise. As she felt herself drift off to sleep she
wondered what it might me.
Dr Collins decided that it was now time to remove the casts on Jessica’s
arms and also the orthodontic headgear. Using the cast saw he removed
the arm casts and cleaned her arms and hands gently, he placed the
engagement ring that he had bought on her finger and smiled to himself
as he worked on removing her headgear, cleaning her teeth for he decided
to remove the risser cast as well and place her in a neck brace. He
would take her to the hospital in the next few days and have her
remaining casts removed and have her torso placed in a brace, the double
hip spica would have to remain to stabilise her pelvis and the diapers
would also have to stay but he was sure she would be pleased with the
results. When he was all cleaned up he washed and combed her hair and
blew it out with the dryer. She looked beautiful. He taped the remote
for her wheel chair to the arm pad so that she could get herself more
mobile and waited for her to wake up.
Jessica opened her eyes and felt odd. Her mouth felt empty and her arms
didn’t feel so stiff. She looked down with her eyes and saw her bare
arms at her sides, she realised with a jolt that her arms were now free
and not only that but there was a diamond ring on her finger, she looked
at Dr Collins and told him that she would definitely marry him. As he
gave her a kiss Jessica cried as she kissed him back then told him about
Britney’s torment.
Dr Collins looked pissed as he took it in, he told Jessica that he had
to return to the hospital but would only be a few hours and told her to
explore her new home now that she could move in her chair. Jessica
flashed him a big smile. She asked if it was necessary that she still
wore a diaper and looked sullen as he told her until she was out of the
double hip spica she would continue to wear a diaper as her cast was too
big for him to help her to the bathroom. He told her that she would soon
be fitted with a brace for her torso and she looked delighted. The IV
would have to remain for a few days and would continue to feed her
whilst she got used to using her mouth again but he would mash up some
food for her and take it from there.
Returning to the hospital he laughed as he saw Britney with her special
prescription dark sunglasses on that helped her now sensitive eyes
adjust to the light. He had a lovely treat in store for her. He told her
with delight how her mom could not afford for her to attend a private
rehab and the hospital had found her a spot in a state funded rehab
centre that looked after mentally retarded adults and those who could
not take care of themselves. It will be perfect for you he told her.
Britney couldn’t believe it, she could not possibly be going to a state
rehab where she would be expected to mix with other patients. She wasn’t
even brain damaged. She told herself that she would be fine as soon as
her casts were removed. Her heart sank and the machine beeped faster as
Dr Collins removed her rubber undergarments and diaper and inserted an
enema. The violent sweat inducing cramps started as she was wheeled to
the special needs van that would be transporting her to the rehab
centre. Her mom cried all the way and things got worse when she arrived.
The nurses didn’t even acknowledge her as they wheeled her inside and
placed into a tiled room and affixed a sticker to her chart on the wall
which said ‘messy patient’ realising that they were referring to her
diaper she let the tears flow and as she cried her casts and the machine
that breathed for her were wrapped in a rubber/latex coating. She
wondered what was next in store for her and her mind filled with dread.
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